i am envious of those people who are not afraid to say nice things about themselves.

they kind of piss me off too

but i know that's just the jealousy speaking up.

talking about myself makes me kind of

anxious

mostly because i don't want anyone to think i'm a poseur

or too egotistical

so when people ask me what i do i just kind of

hum & nod

and hope they can't think anything about me except that

i might be deaf

or stupid.